well..since i have nothing else to do on a monday morning and no one is home..i guess i could just write a little?  

life is going absolutely AMAZINGLY at the moment, and i'm just so stoked. this semester has started off great and it seems to be flying by, so before i know it..i'll be a S E N I O R. how exciting?! that means only a huge step closer to being in college. now that is some exciting stuff right there. my dad and i had a talk the other night about how i need to start looking at colleges and whatnot EEK it all makes me nervous at the same time. it's kind of unbelievable that i've made it so far without a ton of nervous break downs. i think i've down pretty well with my life if you ask me. let's see.. dance is going alright. we got this new teacher, ohmygoodness. that's all i have to say. i mean seriously, this guy is amazing.

Ramazan Bapov (Ballet Master) studied at the Choreographic Institute of the Bolshoi Theatre and graduated with the highest level of diploma. He danced as principal dancer in Moscow, Russia with the Academy Theatre of Opera and Ballet and with Almata. Mr. Bapov was silver and bronze medalist at the International Ballet competition in Varna, Bulgaria. From 1970-1985, he was a principal dancer with the Bolshoi Theatre. He has performed all of the principal roles in the major ballets, including Swan Lake, Sleeping Beauty, Don Quixote, Giselle, Spartacus, and LaBayadere. Between 1980 and 1985, Mr. Bapov attended the Conservatory of St. Petersburg and received his ballet master diploma with honors (magna cum laude). Mr. Bapov has received invitations for master positions from literally all over the country.

yep that's all i need to put about him right there. gaw it's like a whole new perspective on dancing that he has given me. you have to concentrate on his accent which makes you focus more on what he has to say. it's greatttt. dangggg

one more really exciting thing... my boyfriend is aboslutely terrific. i mean seriously, i never thought that i could find someone so perfect for me. he completes me right now and everything about the relationship is just "right". we have the same morals and better yet, we base our relationship around God and it's the cutest and greatest thing like ever. it's just going so perfect and i'm so excited for it to continue. yay that's my spill on my little boyfriend

well looks like it's time for a little update of my life..

let's see, nutcracker WAS AMAZING. oh my gosh. rehearsals were awful being in a new theatre and not knowing exactly where to go. it was tough because usually the girls just have to run it and we're good to go for the performances, but when we got out there in a new atmosphere..it was a total embarassment. we have never looked that bad. for starters we didn't have as long as we needed like at the old theatre, so we didn't even get to block my dance..instead we had to start off right with a dress rehearsal and it couldn't have gone any worse than it did. the way that this stage is made, you can't go directly behind the backdrop to get to the other side of the stage..you have to go around the entire backstage where all the little kids are alright? so i had go around and i couldn't make it and was SO late for my que. so i was stressed over that then the next day at a different casts' dress rehearsal brelin goes and basically breaks her ankle. and that just killed everyoneeee. to one of our strongest dancers go down--dang it was devestating. the day before that another one of our girls strained her foot hardcore so she was out for rehearsal. then before we knew it..it was time from performances to start. opening night--everything came together just fine. i was totally nervous. i did alright though, basically i almost died in the end of my dance but i lived :) then..saturday performances went great and then sunday came..and i got all nervous once again b/c i was back to my lead role after switching off with another girl. dang, the first performance on sunday was amazingggg. it was the best one ever. waltz girls did so well and it all came together perfectly. i felt so relaxed and i thoroughly loved dancing at that moment everything was how it should be-performing is just what i do. so that was that. nutcracker was amazing everyone did absolutely stunning. i was so proud that to be part of that company. everyone said it was beautiful.

i'm so HAPPYYYYY

eeek!! i was with my little jeffrey all day today i hung with his mom and dad up at the recording studio while he was recording for his band's cd! that's a pretty cool thing. mmm then after we went to see a movie..just friends, i suggest everyone go see it b/c it's pretty funny and i know you would like it. tomorrow is thanksgivingggg yayyyy then on saturday it'll be my birthday! i can't believe it. i remember counting down till my 16th birthday on here. 17 sounds so boring and it sounds so much older than 16 blah. i don't like growing up but whatever IT'S COOL. i'm in a way good mood  hope everyone has a good thanksgiving and remember the point of t h a n k s g i v i n g. be thanksful for what God has blessed you with and don't take for granted what you have [my little philosophy at the moment, yeah girl] oh p.s i love this weather, and i'm ready for it to snow. p.s.s. dance is going well, i think this TG break is going to be good for all the dancers..as long as we don't pig out too much lol

    

wellll...last weekend was totally fun and new things made me so happy. friday night i went on a dateeee and it was so much fun. we went out to dinner then went to see the new HARRY POTTER MOVIE!! it was so good, i'm not even kidding. and it was just soo much fun hangin out with jeff :) mm then saturday i had a pictures for the nutcracker and that was interesting. after pictures i was goin through my dance real quick and i totally busted face..it was grand lol it had to be one of the best falls we've had at the studio in a while. i feel very honored. mm then eventually i got home and got ready and went to babysit with nicole which is always fun. we just have so much fun together. spent the night with her when we got home and then i had dance yet again, but this was a huge rehearsal where we ran through the whole thing with EVERYONE. i was nervous b/c mrs joanie was watching this time..idk how she does it, but dang she makes me so nervous. thennn i went home, and when i pulled up into my driveway i saw that my best friend's car was in my driveway!! i was so happy i like ran in the house lol literally. so that was good to see her b/c me love hollie mmm and today school was good OH and my arms are so sore from trying to catch myself after i fell at dance lol it's weird, but they're really sore. soo i'm thoroughly satisfied with my lil update. OH and i can't believe..LAGUNA IS OVER!!! omgsh, and it's never, not once going to be the same with new people. how sad. I'M OUT